… and i wonder if it’s really just a part of the process. this. all of a sudden i’m not sure anymore, and i’m in the exact same place where i was four years ago. but it will change. eventually. and it’s just a matter of time until i get there. hopefully, i’ll have at least part of it figured out by then. why it didn’t work, why we didn’t make it, and why we couldn’t have everything we ever wanted.
i miss you every day.
and one day it will all make sense.
but for now,
goodnight.
